Ok. Well recognition is a huge hill to overcome. But coping with humor isn’t always bad, communication is a skill that comes with and requires practice.
I hope you find out how to be you while not feeling like you are pushing people away.
At this point, I don’t even have a choice. I explicitly limited myself to not making new friends, no dating, no sex, and very limited interaction outside of a certain framework. Not only can I not trust myself with humor and reasoning, but humans have also become way too predatory for my taste as of late, so I want to limit my interaction with them in general (I’m working towards having my own food, water, repairing my own stuff, it’s all planned).
I deleted PayPal after it’s privacy issue, and I have local LLM’s on my devices. I am also not buying new devices anymore (Have a 2013 Laptop, a new phone and tablet).
It’s a mixture of humans don’t deserve me, and I don’t (and can’t) deserve humans. It’s also a final decision, I had way too many negative experiences throughout the years, including getting screwed out of medical assistance that I legally have a right to, and being used. So, I am 100% done, we are simply incompatible.
Genuine question.
Can you see how that is not an obvious absurdist extreme and just sounds like an extreme position that would upset people?
I was not an adult, and rather troubled. I coped in very poor ways.
Ok. Well recognition is a huge hill to overcome. But coping with humor isn’t always bad, communication is a skill that comes with and requires practice.
I hope you find out how to be you while not feeling like you are pushing people away.
At this point, I don’t even have a choice. I explicitly limited myself to not making new friends, no dating, no sex, and very limited interaction outside of a certain framework. Not only can I not trust myself with humor and reasoning, but humans have also become way too predatory for my taste as of late, so I want to limit my interaction with them in general (I’m working towards having my own food, water, repairing my own stuff, it’s all planned).
I deleted PayPal after it’s privacy issue, and I have local LLM’s on my devices. I am also not buying new devices anymore (Have a 2013 Laptop, a new phone and tablet).
It’s a mixture of humans don’t deserve me, and I don’t (and can’t) deserve humans. It’s also a final decision, I had way too many negative experiences throughout the years, including getting screwed out of medical assistance that I legally have a right to, and being used. So, I am 100% done, we are simply incompatible.