No excuses… You will find out in certain cultures there is no real need to talk to empty vessels. Your microcosm is just apart of one big turd pie. Change the enviroment change the person. Over throw the goverment or like relocate yourself and you will see… it is not you it is them and all the turds that go along with it. Also the gift of gab is a survival mechanism… If you were hungry enough you could filibusterer your arse into a loaf of bread.