How do you actually grab something off the shelves, if both lifts are keeping the other up?

dlock dlock dlock dlock dlock

Are yuu da qaeen?

I mean, most people haven’t experienced a single day of existence where they’d have rather… Not.

And it follows they have no concept of how someone can still function if they feel that way. Intuitively, you’d think those two things are mutually exclusive.

So, probably also wierd how easy it can be to continue to go through the motions of life even as there is less than nothing inside.

I hope the “days I want to be alive/days I want to not exist”-ratio improves for you.

Oh it’s plenty useful. Like I mention, at work with people who have no business knowing whats going on in your head it can be great.

But it’s not good for you.

I think you made a common mistake. See, you don’t just bury the darkness, you need to also disossiate from reality so that even if you internally suffer accidental contact with the void, it doesn’t make it all the way out to become a physical expression.

This way, you can disconnect your outward behaviour from you active thinking, so that even if you mentally implode, no-one can tell!

Neat, huh?

(This is horrible advice, do not attempt. Never hide this level of anguish with loved ones. Potentially useful in professional settings, but still harmful.)